Daydream was one of my favorite albums growing up as a kid. Mariah Carey was my absolute favorite growing up. Her style and humble love for music was definitely reflected in her music back in the day. The Mariah I know today is unrecognizable but this album I will always be in love with. Takes me right back to my childhood on Long Island every time I listen to it.
God gave me style he gave me grace.
God put a smile upon my face. :)
Currently craving….Ugh I hate dieting!!!
Always had a thing for those bunnies. ;)
No tunnel vision here. ;)
A sperms tail is made of sugar!? Hmm.
Tell me dear,
Why is it I love you?
Your arrogant ways and half decent lays
Would have anyone in their right mind running far away
You could never be content with just one lover
Your promiscuous ways display an uneasy heart undercover
I am more then worthy of your affection and time
Now the more important question is whether you are worthy of mine?
I am more than the pleasing physical
You’ve treated me in ways I am trying to forgive
When all I ever wanted was to hold your hand
How is it we have become so bland?
How did it all become so complex?
Passion outgrew the illusion of an eternal flame
Silences on both ends tell me who is to blame?
I refuse to believe that all is lost
Call me a silly girl soon to be shot down by reality
But please believe me when I say you really meant something to me…
Still one of my fav’s :)
Merry Christmas <3
The human brain can be a tricky thing when trying to fully understand certain things. The endless counts of oblivion that often leave us hopeful from day to day. the unanswered questions that often leave us wondering, where could i be? Where should I be? One thing is for certain, I am finding that with age I am perfectly content with idea of being in solitude. I’ve had my share of friendship and relations and in the end I realize we all come in to this world alone, therefore it is inevitable we will exit it alone. We are all insignificant to the mind. The thoughts and the feelings we encounter, do we really have control? Am I really in control? Oh the unfolding irony, just when we think we have a grip on life’s endless fuckery we always have a surprise awaiting us at the very end.
**Currently intoxicated :)
What has kept you away from love this long?
-The fear of unavoidable disappointment has inevitably kept me away from you this long. You know who you are…
Christmas in Florida… Is always just strange :-/
Another new year is quickly approaching us just around the corner!!!
This December makes the one year anniversary of my blog “Satellite”. I have to admit when I first began blogging via tumblr I didn’t think I would accumulate any followers. It was kind of more or less just a creative space where I could vent and express my many emotions and ideas. I am flattered to say at the very least that there are indeed people who follow. As crazy as this sounds, this has become an effortless passion for me. I use my blog as a cathartic space. This coming year 2013, I am hoping to bring more art and travel alive to my blog. It is going to be a fabulous year to say the very least! I know that God has many plans for me and I am ready to discover and explore 2013!
2012 was a very different year to say the very least. I learned so much about myself, from relationships, and what it is exactly I want and don’t want in my life. The year 2012 has indeed been a year of reflection, a year that was needed for sure in order to get a greater understanding of where it is I am going in my life. I thank God for giving me another chance to get things straight, for helping me realize the people I don’t need in my life. Often times as young adults (women especially) we generate relationships and feel the need to stay in them for security purposes or for the fear of not finding equal or better. I have learned that in order to grow and receive better, there are certain people you need to leave behind you in order to progress and move forward. These people I wouldn’t consider your everyday relations that encourage you and motivate you to do better in life, but those people in your life that are negative and don’t seem to do any good for your mental or spiritual well being. Certain relationships can be toxic and this year has taught me to release those holds and make room for the better.
I am looking forward to 2013. I am eager to see the many plans God has set for me for this sweet new year :)